Immigrant takes us inside the world of terrified Dreamers as Trump vows to end DACA
Juan Escalante is a “Dreamer,” and he’s terrified President Donald Trump will end his dream of continuing his life in the United States.
Escalante, an undocumented immigrant, is protected under Deferred Action for Childhood Arrivals, an Obama-era program that protects children brought into the country illegally.
But Trump has vowed to end the DACA program within six months, throwing the future of hundreds of thousands of people in the U.S. into jeopardy. Trump’s pledge, announced officially Tuesday morning by Attorney General Jeff Sessions, is expected to prompt nationwide protests.
Sessions said there will be an unspecified “wind down period,” meant to give Congress time to conceive of a replacement program for DACA. Replacements are expected to include a crack down on sanctuary cities and increased border security.
Dreamers are those protected under DACA, and 787,580 people have been granted the protection, according to the Guardian. Most are from Mexico, El Salvador, Guatemala and Honduras.
Escalante, who lives in Florida, tweeted a thread that provides a glimpse into the daily bouts of fear and anxiety that Dreamers endure. His thread has since gone viral with tens of thousands of retweets, and Escalante has been praised for divulging his vulnerabilities:
What it feels like to be a Dreamer at this particular point in time.
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
A 101 guide
The sense that #DACA could come to an end is terrifying. Outside of just that, there several aspect to consider that drain Dreamers daily
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
1. The thought that you would be STRIPPED off your DACA status is not just traumatizing, it's dehumanizing and exhausting.
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
1a. DREAMers have been dealing with fear and anxiety since Trump came into office, and not just because the possible termination of DACA
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
1b. Many of us have witnessed Dreamers being arrested/deported, while simoultaneously FEARING for the safety of our undocumented parents
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
1c. Mental gymnastics occur while you're at work/home. You find youself asking:
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
WHAT IF:
DACA ends tomorrow
Trump deports my parents
1d. And the issue lies that you don't want to open up to others who may not relate OR appear that youre complaining way too much
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
1e. This is where most of us find ourselves, at the corner of mental exhaustion, where fear/anxiety/doubt meet + but we refuse to give up
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
1f. So we keep going and going and going until we can't no more. Exhaustion, anxiety, or depression eventually get us. Burnout is real.
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
1g. Yet we can't stop. The fight for DACA and DREAM is a fight for OUR LIVES.
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
2. We keep wondering about our futures.
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
What will happen to:
- our car leases
- mortgages
- student loans
- relationships
- degrees
Etc
2a. For the past 5 years Dreamers have relied on DACA to live with a sense of normalcy - build a life.
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
2b. Now all that time and investment into "normalcy" may be crushed. Which means:
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
THINKING ABOUT BEING UNDOCUMENTED ONCE AGAIN
2c. Dreamers will tell you that we were all undocumented before, that we survived without DACA... but can we truly go back to that reality?
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
2d. If we were stressed and scared back then without DACA under Obama, can anyone imagine life w/o DACA under Trump?
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
2e. No amount of preparation to return to undocumented status can be done. Imagine having to prepare to face your worst nightmare (AGAIN)
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
2f. Are folks understanding the mental exhaustion?
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
3. What will happen to us if Trump tries to deport us?
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
Weve seen Trumps unshackled Deportation Force attempt to deport DREAMers, who is nxt
3a. Families are being torn aparente left and right under Trump. Meanwhile, DACA beneficiaries have give the Gov significant private info
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
3b. Will this info be used to retaliate against us? Will frontline advocates like men be first? What can we expect/trust from trump?
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
3c. Being deported means going back to Venezuela - country under significant economic and political turmoil. What does it mean for others?
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
These are just SOME of the numerous complexities and dimensions Dreamers navigate DAILY - while working/studying/etc
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
The psychological trauma is real. Extremely really. Which is why inurge EVEYONE to circulate mental health resources from @UNITEDWEDREAM
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
The fight is certainly NOT over after Trump announces the fate of #DACA. But we must consider what the road to THIS or means to all of us.
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
If you need to reach out to friends, do it.
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
If you need counseling, seek it.
If you need meds, consider it.
PLEASE take care of yourselves. And if youre an ally, please take care of Dreamers now more than ever...
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
Everything helps. We need it.
Good night.
— Juan Escalante (@JuanSaaa) September 4, 2017
“DREAMers have been dealing with fear and anxiety since Trump came into office,” Escalante wrote. “Many of us have witnessed Dreamers being arrested/deported, while simoultaneously FEARING for the safety of our undocumented parents. ... The psychological trauma is real.”
He elaborates on the exhaustion and anxiety of trying to retain a sense of normalcy while constantly worrying about whether he’ll be deported to Venezuela, a country in the midst of economic and political turmoil.
Even before these latest pledges to end DACA, Trump’s election bred fear for many undocumented immigrants. In Kansas City, Kan., that fear translated into a precipitous decline in applications for food-assistance benefits.
Escalante encapsulates that fear and how it’s recently been magnified in his thread.
Your thread is about to change the world. If only for a bit.
— jessicat (@salsamamasita) September 4, 2017
The thread garnered mostly support but some opposition, including an invitation to take “the road back to Mexico.”
Road is back to Mexico. ur arrogance is astounding...
— Melvin Torado (@MelvinTorado) September 4, 2017
Someone else pointed out that Escalante is from Venezuela, not Mexico.
ok road is a bit longer... he better takes some food.
— Melvin Torado (@MelvinTorado) September 4, 2017
But it seemed the vast majority offered support and solidarity in response to Escalante’s thread.
As a "legal" immigrant who deserves that status no more than you do, I send solidarity & empathy & a commitment to #DefendDACA
— Nicola Pitchford (@NJPitchford) September 4, 2017
At this point I don't feel anything, just numb. Worked so hard to get my career & just like that it could be over...numb. #DefendDACA
— Daniela (@daaniELAvenegas) September 4, 2017
I am so incredibly sorry for all the pain and anguish all Dreamers are going through.
— Sue Hood (@suzqh55) September 4, 2017
Rep. Adam Schiff of California tweeted he is introducing legislation preventing deportation.
— Mcooney21 (@mccooner) September 4, 2017
America is the only home most DREAMers have ever known. Deporting them would be cruel, and I have introduced an amendment to protect DACA. pic.twitter.com/rSPyPSwgg5
— Adam Schiff (@RepAdamSchiff) August 25, 2017
this is the best thread I've seen about being a Dreamer. Thank you. You put everything I'm feeling/thinking into words
— #defendDACA (@cloudypuiule) September 4, 2017
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This story was originally published September 5, 2017 at 10:15 AM with the headline "Immigrant takes us inside the world of terrified Dreamers as Trump vows to end DACA."