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Autumn is a season for the senses

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The cabin’s frail plumbing system has been drained in anticipation of a coming freeze. And that small, dear structure, pressed around by the Ozark woods, has settled once more into its seasonal sleep.

The abandonment, however, is not complete.

In the night, some weeks ago, I was awakened by the sound of stirring under the floor. At first light the next morning I saw the proof: Leaves had been cleared away from the opening to the crawl space beneath the main room.

Clearly a lodger has returned.

Over the years a variety of visitors have sought shelter in that protected place. One year a stray brown dog brought off her litter there. Another year it was a red fox vixen. And, after her, a coyote.

For two Aprils in succession a gray fox bore five kits under the cabin, undeterred by the heavy-footed, two-legged creatures occupying the space directly above.

This past spring, however, for whatever reason, she did not come back, and that was a disappointment.

The identity of the present occupant is not known — won’t be until it shows itself. My hope is that one of those little foxes, grown now, may have been drawn by memory back to its birthing place. Just as I’m hoping there’ll be another trip or two to the cabin, maybe more, before this year ends.

So much about autumn in that hill country stirs the senses.

The depth and richness of the October and November sky. The sharpness of shadow with the changed angle of the light. The clarity with which far sounds — the bark of a neighbor’s dog or the far-off whine of a woodsman’s saw — carry to the ear through a forest gone barren of foliage.

And that’s not even to mention the icy nearness of the stars as one stands outside, jacketless and shivering just a little, before going in to start a fire in the wood stove, as much for its perfume as for the warmth.

The New York daughter will be coming home to visit in the month ahead. With luck, the nearer daughter will be able to take a bit of time away from her demanding work.

We’ll surely spend some days at the cabin then. It’s even possible the unknown lodger under the floor might decide to let itself be seen.

Meantime, here in the city, there may be more sweet afternoons, a few at least, to sit in the yard with the orange cat, who all but disappears against the carpeting of orange leaves.

Without question, there are a great many people now — with so much distress afoot in the land, when the future’s so uncertain and the planet is tilting toward the dark — who must find this season disheartening.

I understand that. And yet I have to confess, though a little ashamed to say it, that in this place, even at this age, and for reasons that have nothing to do with fairness, autumn is the time when I count my luck.

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